Happy Note:
Bear is acting very sweet and loving. Like, it’s fucking adorable and makes me go awww and get awkwardly smiley and quite frankly flat out retarded. The cutesy little messages. I mean, fuck. He sent me a message flat out saying that he was thinking about me, but it was his exam week and he was busy. I’m a little unsure whether or not it’s just because SHE (you know. YOU KNOW) let him know I was an insecure little bitch. But hey.
no complaints on my… personal life/ romantic life.
Not so happy note:
So, I’m seriously on the brink of quitting. I’m so close to being there. Maria was annoying as fuck today. AS SOON as I walked through the doors “Oh, Amanda. Hi. I was really disappointed in you yesterday.” Oh, yes. HI. WAY TO START MY DAY ON AN ALREADY NEGATIVE NOTE. THANKS, CUNT. And when I asked her why she started giving me bullshit excuses. Saying “she’s done”. We’ll see cunt, because I’m “done” too. Then, my drawer was $3 and some odd cents short. And she went on a rampage about how I “Shouldn’t be short” and blahblahblah. THEN, she tried to bullshit again and complain how I was short last week. Oh. Except, HI. YOU found the fucking money last week. and I damn well sure you’ll find it again. She, as a final note, decided she would ‘keep track’ of all the times I’m short. Because I “need to be written up”. Except, I can’t be, Unless it’s over $5. I know the rules, SURPRISE SURPRISE.
And the icing on the shit cake, Miss Cindy is getting transferred to another store. She’s leaving me. The only person who can keep me moderately sane is leaving me. Holy fuck.
BUT WE CAN’T FORGET THE SPRINKLES GUIZ. So, we have a techy. His name is Perry. Yes, like the platypus. (he reminds me of perry… anywho-) and he fucked with out computers/registers making it so we had to spell out the orders to backline. Well, my first orders were :drink, chicken,drink, apple pies, then a 1/3. Well, I was busy getting my chicken, and hadn’t thought about telling backline I needed a burger. slipped my mind. KEEP IN MIND AS WELL: I WAS THE ONLY PERSON UP FRONT. ONLY ME. NO ONE ELSE.
So, between the constant beeping in my ear, annoying customers, and bagging up the food. I FUCKING FORGOT. SUE ME. I had 5 cars in front of the burger. I had plenty of time to tell them. Well, she comes up bitching because I haven’t told them yet. I snapped, I admit, and said “I’M THE ONLY ONE UP HERE MISS MARIA. I’M DOING MY BEST.” and she said she wanted to talk to me before she left.
Bitch.
So, I get clear, Mikael gets my headset and I go to see what the fuck she wants. Perfectly ready to put my two weeks in. I had the thought rolling around in my head. She asked me to go to Food Lion and get her carrots. Asking THREE TIMES if I “had time”. Knowing perfectly well if I said “No, fuck you” I’d get nothing but shit the rest of my week, I just nodded. grabbed my keys. smoked a cigarette. and went.
We needed little bashed up carrots (for coleslaw) but all the had were sliced, so she asked if I could smash them for her. I said, yeah, sure. It would let off a little steam. So I did. AND IT DID. We then counted my drawer, and I waited patiently for her to open up her mouth. She didn’t. All she spat out was “thank you. See you tomorrow”. And so be it.
SEE ME TOMORROW. I’m sick of playing games. I’m tired of it. My two weeks might come sooner than expected. I only have a month and 23 days left anyway. WHO CARES.
Happy note:
The renovators. They’re a weird bunch.
There’s this older guy, he’s chill. He’s a little younger than my dad, I’m assuming. He’s a weed smoker. He’s fucking AWESOME. Like, he’ll make you piss yourself.
Then there’s “JOSH” this really weird hyper active kid who… is… weird. He’s my age, maybe older. And the first day I saw him he marched up to me all smiles, grabbed my hand and said so fucking fast “HI.Mynameisjosh.It’sreallynicetomeetyou.Doyouworkhere?”
I was like. Oh. Yeah? I do… My name’s amanda… and he just skipped off. Later I caught him staring at my ass. I don’t like Josh.
THEN, there’s this blond kid. HE’S SO CUTE AND SHY. He’s my age (again maybe just a tad older…) The first day I met him, he was trying to shoo me away because the dining room was closed. But I told him I knew, and told him to move before i hit him with my car XD. The next time, he told me my “mom” said she was going to put a cap in his ass. (Miss Cindy- They assumed she was my momma.) I just laughed and said “SHE WILL TOO”. He looked scared. TODAY, he was like. “So…. Do you work here?” and I told him yes (it’s unfortunate, but I do) and he was like “Oh….well…why don’t I ever see you here?” and I was like… I…work…mornings? 10-5, monday thru friday. And he just stared at me and just said “Oh. Okay”.
I told miss cindy, she says he’s probably gonna come bother me. But I doubt it. Seriously. He is mighty cute, though.
SO THIS HAS BEEN A POST
ABOUTLIFE.
